My words are still walled in.
Tomorrow I’m going to do something I dread. It’s something I need to do, and in fact have to do eventually. I’m just choosing to do it now because the anxiety is crushing me.
I lie awake at night picturing this scenario and how it might go. It invades my dreams. In the dark of night I am sure I must do this. In the light of day I wonder if I’m being overly dramatic.
The thing is, I’m not in control right now and for me that’s not a good thing. There’s no point in worrying about the possible consequences – they will be what they will be. I can’t try to choose the right time, because there really is no right time.
For too long this has been something I can’t say. Until tomorrow I can’t say it here, but I’m hoping that doing what I need to do will break down the walls and let my words free.
I will come back and share those words with you, but for now I just ask for good thoughts and more faith than I am currently able to muster.
Good luck to you and what it is that you are going through. Stay strong.
I’m not sure what is going on, but I’m keeping you in my thoughts. Stay strong and do what you have to do!
Your words are powerfully emotional, my stomach was clenched when reading this. I sure hope your ok and wish you well.
Leaving us hanging isn’t cool, Robin.
Thinking of you and sending you the strength that you need. xo
You’ve dreaded doing things before and it
usually turns out better than the worst
case scenario you imagine.
One foot in front of the other, be your
beautiful self and dive in.
So many people here for you!
It’s going to be alright, Robin! XO
Good luck!
I of course don’t know what you’re going through, but it does sound similiar to some things I’ve been through recently. Visiting from PYHO to wish you the best………
It will be over before you know it–this thing you must do. And it doesn’t matter if some are disappointed; it will work out as it should. You are amazing and are doing the right thing. Lots of love.
Good luck Robin. Things always work out, somehow.
Sending you tons and tons of strength (and a hug too).
Sending good thoughts your way.
Sending you strength and peace and wisdom *HUG*
Keeping you in my thoughts and sending some hugs!
Good luck. Hope it goes well.
Sending prayers! xo
I love you and I’m thinking of you!
xoxoxox
Hang in there, friend. We’re all pulling for you no matter what.
Sending warm thoughts of support and prayers!
Sending lots of good thoughts to you.
Sending you lots of good thoughts.
Sending lots of thoughts and prayers and peace your way. You can do this.
Whatever you are doing, you have my prayers and positive thoughts. Good luck Robin! xoxo
Sending peaceful and courageous thoughts your way, my friend.
I can’t wait to read your words.
I don’t get here nearly as often as I would like to, but please know I’m here to listen if you need someone. I’m sorry you’re having a rough time and I’m thinking of you. Huge hugs.
When you are ready, let those words free.
We will be more than ready to help hold you through ours.
Sending you so much strength.
You can do this.
xoxo
Sending love, my friend.
I stopped by from PYHO. Sending a prayer your way. I hope you have some peace tomorrow and everything works out!
Sending you thoughts of strength for tomorrow! I hope everything works out okay.
I hope everything is okay. Sending good thoughts. xoxo